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Because Christmas cards are my favorite part of Christmas, I love sending them out each year and watching them get delivered the whole month. So, even if you don't celebrate, I will still love sending/recieving winter holiday cards. If you want to get one delivered to you, then just leave your snail mail address here. All comments will be screened (and if I already had your address last year, expect a card :P)
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Because Christmas cards are my favorite part of Christmas, I love sending them out each year and watching them get delivered the whole month. So, even if you don't celebrate, I will still love sending/recieving winter holiday cards. If you want to get one delivered to you, then just leave your snail mail address here. All comments will be screened (and if I already had your address last year, expect a card :P)
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It's that time of year again, in which Christmas Cards can be a thing :'D! I love sending and receiving them, so if you want to get one please reply here with your name and snail mail address. All comments are screened.
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Christmas cards are my favorite part of Christmas. Comment here with your snail mail address, all comments are screened
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Edit; Well I'm calling 2020 a wash, and I'm only sort of getting use of my hand back. My last shred of hope is that the Voinceitt app will do what I need it to, but instead of autumn 2020 its release has been pushed back to 2021 because pandemic.

Since getting and sending cards is my favorite part of Christmas, and I've got one big lump of Christmas cards on Dec 24th 2 years running I'm going to try using my mother's address. The same thing as last year applies: all comments screened.
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Comment with your address and I'll send you a card! All my Christmas cards arrived in one big lump on December 24th last year so Imma get a jump on the card-sending this year o9
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Please leave your address in order to get a Christmas card :D! All comments are screened. Just a warning that my signature is really scribbly, though.
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If you want to get a card just comment here with your address :D

Please be aware that I have to write addresses by hand and both the addresses plus my signature are really scribbly
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Seven Deadly Sins

ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?
Dasproteus

2. What is your weapon of choice?
boot, knife

3. Would you ever hit a member of the opposite sex?
done it

4. Same sex?
yup, and again...done it

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
? not sure....

6. What is your pet peeve?
fingerbiting & liars

7. Do you keep grudges?
yep...if i feel like it

SLOTH

1. What is one thing you were supposed to do daily that you haven't in a long time?
cleaned

2. What's the latest you've ever woken up?
8:30 p.m.

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact but haven't?
Julie

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
I died

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
yes, and I hated it.

6. When was the last time you had a good workout?
I had a sterling thumb war a little while ago

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm today?
don't have an alarm

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Red Bull

2. Meat eaters?
i order steak as rare as legally possible

3. What is the greatest amount of Alcohol you've ever consumed in one sitting?
HA! lemme see.....
at 15 I drank a 5th of vodka with pineapple juice chaser, 2 smirnoff, a hieneken and 4 glasses of champaigne

4. Have you ever used a diet company?
o.o?

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
I have no weight

6. Do you prefer sweets, spicy, or salty foods?
sweet

7. Have you ever looked at a housepet or a small child and thought "food"?
no

LUST

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting family/people in movies/babies)?
@_@ New years party covers at least 20....pagan gatherings covers possibly 100, and through my own smattering of experiences, possibly 20-30 more? soooo approximately 170?

2. How many people have seen you naked (not counting blahblahblah)?
see above

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of the opposite sex during conversation?
more often than not

4. Have you "done it"?
yes, and I'll do it again, and again and some more after that please

5. What is your favorite body part of your gender of choice?
bum...arms, chest ( both sexes)

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
yes

7. Have you ever had to be tested for an STD?
yes every 6 months

GREED

1. How many Credit Cards do you own?
none

2. What is your guilty pleasure store?
comic book shop

3. If you had 1 million bucks, what would you do?
college...fun

4. Would you rather be rich or famous?
rich

5. Would you accept a boring job in exchange for megabucks?
yes

6. Have you ever stolen something?
yep....and now I don't

7. How many MP3s do you have on your computer?
( this be alteredboi's puter so I have no clue)

PRIDE

1. What one thing have you done that you're proud of?
raised my brother

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are proud of?
college

3. What would you like to accomplish in life?
graduate & open my own design studio

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in 2nd place?
depends

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill where you were more skilled than others in the contest and knew it?
yes

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
yes

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
helped two people who are very dear to me get back in touch

ENVY

1. What item of your friend's would you like to have the most?
HA! comics maybe, but I have very little that anyone else would want.

2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?
Wtf?

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
Zophiel ( character)

4. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes...

5. Have you ever wished you had a different physical feature than you already have?
I want to be taller, have green eyes, and a better voice

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had in yourself?
strength.

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this Survey?
no

8. What's your favorite sin?
Lust. yes....
angelcide: (sad)
It's storming & I just returned from house of FP. I slept there. possibly the most comfortably, and restfully I have in some time. I didn't wake hungry, or frightened, or disoriented. I was however exceedingly thirsty...

My dreams are already fading but I'll type what I remember. it probably won't make sense.


Sara standing at the door to my room in savannah & crying.

liz eating a muffin with skuttlebutt in her lap..( skuttlebutt is one of the kittens here)

old rusted oil rigging and me far up on it looking down at a mass of people. this is saying something since I was a fox. Wysh picked me up & tucked me into his jacket then scurrying away.

sudden nightfall. and stars as far as I could see. Darkness ( the person) wrapped himself in the night & wove the stars into sand. wysh handing me over to him.
darkness weaving me into the stars.
Pariah weeping on his knees
wysh patting his back & saying it's for the best.

me ....and the stars...

lots of stars.

brando yaelling at the moon and fen howling .
fen is a white wolf. fen is howling at me?

stars. peaceful.
sand and stars and all making shapes in the sky. or is it the ground?

stars.
angelcide: (sad)
So, I prayed
But you weren't listening.
Making miracles?


So busy keeping promises to everyone else

So, I begged
But you were far away.
Saving souls perhaps?


making sure you could make a martyr of yourself.

So, I screamed
But she was very small
And you have worlds to mend


being there when it was convienient.

So, she died
And you were glorious
But you were somewhere else



so when your little doll turned a blind eye agian and agian you assumed it was all ok, and she'd always be there

If you are my shepherd
Then I'm lost and no-one can find me
If you are my saviour
Then I'm dead and no-one can help me
If you are my glory
Then I'm sick and no-one can cure me
If you light my darkness
Then I'm blind and no-one can see me


you swore and recanted and swore and recanted. You manipulated, lied and broke that doll.


If you are my father
Then love lies abandoned and bleeding
If you are my comfort
Then nightmares are real and deceiving
If you are my answer
Then I must have asked the wrong question
I'd spit on your heaven
If I could find one to believe in


you are just another fork-toungued one who makes empty promises and then wonders when your doll cries.
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fiddling with layout ideas...bleh
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What in a cemetery are you? by FictionalVixen.



Bert & Ernie
Bert & Ernie's Gay Love Affair



Look, everyone knows you two are lovebirds. Why
not do the brave thing and admit it to the
world? The times are kinder nowadays. There
may be the odd ultraconservative bigwig or
overprotective mom, but so what? Piss on 'em.
Come on out of the closet. It's ok.


Which Sesame Street Muppet's Dark Secret Are You?
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FYI

Apr. 4th, 2003 05:57 am
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New email
sorry my old one died, ;.;

Angelcide1019@yahoo.com

thank you, that is all.

MWAHA!

Mar. 28th, 2003 05:28 pm
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in other news:
I am tired....but happy. odd no? how the stupidest things can make you smile.
I go now, the bathroom is in need of the stink of clean.
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my father thinks I am: an ungrateful mistake
my mother thinks I am: independent yet disorganized
my sibling thinks I am: non-existent
my grandma thinks I am: ungreatful mistake
my grandpa thinks I am: whatever the dead do think
my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: brocken, and possibly insane
my best friend thinks I am: if I had a best friend I would know

+your three best qualities = my ability to cope, to listen & drive.
+three worst qualities = inability to connect except with a certain few, my smoking , my selfishness
+three things you are often complimented for = my art, my hairstyles, and my "comforting presence"
+a compliment you got that made you blush = the comforting presence bit
+you get embarrassed when = I do something incredibly stupid. LIke drive for an hour in the wrong direction...
+makes you happy = talking with friends and loved ones, standing in the street at 4:00 a.m.
yes or no..

+you keep a diary = not a physical one.
+you like to cook = no.
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone = yes.
+you fold your underwear = i try to... but they never stay.
+you talk in your sleep = I scream
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead = nope
+you believe in love = even after it all, I still do wholeheartedly.

last..

x. movie you rented = x_x last one I borrowed from a friend was "The Ring"
x. movie you bought = Moulin rouge
x. song you listened to = the Prick song that Pariah just put in.
x. song that was stuck in your head = "animal on your back" which is lyrics to another prick sng pariah is constantly playing
x. song you've downloaded = haven't downloaded in a WHILE
x. CD you bought = no idea)
x. CD you listened to = "The frigile" NIN
x. person you've called = Brando
x. person that's called you = Sister eve
x. TV show you've watched = I watched conan until I passed out on wedneday
x. person you were thinking of = Brando, and Pariah, and kristen...

do......

x. you wish you could live somewhere else = Savannah, i want to live there so bad I can taste it
x. you believe in online dating = no, but I do believe in online friends
x. others find you attractive = so it seems
x. you want more piercings = yeah, but that costs money, and I ahve to be in a certain type of mood to get one.
x. you want more tattoos = yes.
x. you drink = on rare occasions
x. you do drugs: no
x. you smoke = yes
x. you like cleaning = no, but it's something you have to do.
x. you like roller coasters = Most of them. I don't like wooden roller coasters.
x. you write in cursive or print = cursive. messily too
x. you carry a donor card = yes

have you..

x. ever cried over a boy/girl = too many times to count
x. ever lied to someone = sure have.
x. ever been in a fist fight = yep
x. ever been arrested = now that's no ones business but mine.

what..

x. shampoo do you use = herbal essence
x. perfume do you use = none
x. shoes do you wear = either boots or my hotwheels shoes
x. are you scared of = discouraging the ones I love

number..

x. of times I have been in love? so many times, and been "in love" on a great many levels
x. of times I have had my heart broken? many, mostly by lost friends.
x. of hearts I have broken? I don't know.
x. of boys I have kissed? probably more then I should have...
x. of people I've slept with? Depends on how you define “slept with”.
x. of people I consider my enemies? no one
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? none of them.
x. of CDs' that I own? I have no clue
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= never?
x. of things in my past that I regret? The number of things in my past that I regret? there are a great many things that haunt me, but I regret only refusing to trust my instincts
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christ. been a while since I could update.
so much has happened so I will summarize....no that would take too long, I'll nutshell it:
Had falling out w/roomates, left said house with no money or place to go, was taken in by the wonderfully wonderful alteredboi, started driving everyone everywhere feel awkward about certain aspects of this & the automatic assumptions it causes and am still broke. School had to go because money ran out, and I may need a kidney. Yup. think thats it.
all in all I'm doing well considering the massive fecking amounts of stress i've been under & feel very zen right now. Brando is coming monday to whisk me away to atlanta ( if he wears a mask I may die =P) just like my very own wesley -_^ .
fuck you, allow me my little cheesy joys without judgement >.<.
Pariah has been very kind to me through everything that went down, and I will never be able to thank him, or sistereve enough. I hope to be able to repay them someday. I got a decent amount of sleep at igu's and then home so I'm really not sure what to do with myself...
is it monday yet?
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