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Hi.
ya, so this entire week has been very scary & harrowing....
but I don't remember much of it.
"Thats' crazy" some of you would say, but no, alas I have VERY little memory of the week because ( drumroll) I was drugged.
Yup. Exciting, no?
Sunday night Andy's brother & sister-in-law were kind enough to put us up ( us & quite a few other people). there were grilled cheese all around, lots of coffee & koolaid.
I however did not partake because I had horrible screaming pains shooting up my back. this could mean only on thing.... KIDNEYELVES!
and nasty ones at that. SO monday I had to be driven to the Urgent treatment center where a very nice, if very sleepy sounding doctor told me, yes I had kidneyelves, a UTI ( ewww) and I may possibly have kidney stones. Wee.
so anyway, I grumble & get perscriptions & go to walmart ( which was a madhouse. ) to fill these perscriptions. There was exactly 1 pimply faced pharmisist ( possibly an Aid) who was taking everyone's orders. And I swear to god every little old lady in kentucky came to this ONE walmart to get thier medication before the apocalypse.
so either the doctor or the pharmacist fucked up because I was given an antibiotic & a REALLY strong narcotic painkiller.
heeehee!
SO i was reallllly loopy. I slept most of monday & stayed with ANdy's brother agian that night. but the next day I decided to relocate, because people were coming to that house from all over. ( plus it was rude to just loaf around someone else's house)
Larry called andy at some point during that day ( dunno when.....dunno where I am even now) and Andy droped me off at my mom's ( who had no electricity & was burning paper towels soaked in alchahol in her fireplace for warmth. actually a stroke of genius because alchahol burns clean. But I digress) there she & I curled under blankets for warmth while Andy & larry went to louisville to get kerosene heaters ( I am still amazed they found some) upon returnining they gave mom a heater. SHe dragged her mattress out into the living room & the four ( andy, me, mom, and gizmo) huddled around that thing for 2 days. I drifted in and out so I'm not sure when andy left or when he called, but today he called my cell & announced we had power agian. I was so happy I went back to sleep.
later however mom & giz & I came over to the house on leestown, where we all had showers, giz chased the kittens, and I could use the microwave.
I've been trying to get a hold of fen, but the last we saw of his street , I'm hoping he's ok somewhere. I can't get a hold of jen or dalton either. please give a call so I know your not dead!
and yes I have been heavily medicated through this entire journal.
WEEEHHEEEE!!!!
Hi.
ya, so this entire week has been very scary & harrowing....
but I don't remember much of it.
"Thats' crazy" some of you would say, but no, alas I have VERY little memory of the week because ( drumroll) I was drugged.
Yup. Exciting, no?
Sunday night Andy's brother & sister-in-law were kind enough to put us up ( us & quite a few other people). there were grilled cheese all around, lots of coffee & koolaid.
I however did not partake because I had horrible screaming pains shooting up my back. this could mean only on thing.... KIDNEYELVES!
and nasty ones at that. SO monday I had to be driven to the Urgent treatment center where a very nice, if very sleepy sounding doctor told me, yes I had kidneyelves, a UTI ( ewww) and I may possibly have kidney stones. Wee.
so anyway, I grumble & get perscriptions & go to walmart ( which was a madhouse. ) to fill these perscriptions. There was exactly 1 pimply faced pharmisist ( possibly an Aid) who was taking everyone's orders. And I swear to god every little old lady in kentucky came to this ONE walmart to get thier medication before the apocalypse.
so either the doctor or the pharmacist fucked up because I was given an antibiotic & a REALLY strong narcotic painkiller.
heeehee!
SO i was reallllly loopy. I slept most of monday & stayed with ANdy's brother agian that night. but the next day I decided to relocate, because people were coming to that house from all over. ( plus it was rude to just loaf around someone else's house)
Larry called andy at some point during that day ( dunno when.....dunno where I am even now) and Andy droped me off at my mom's ( who had no electricity & was burning paper towels soaked in alchahol in her fireplace for warmth. actually a stroke of genius because alchahol burns clean. But I digress) there she & I curled under blankets for warmth while Andy & larry went to louisville to get kerosene heaters ( I am still amazed they found some) upon returnining they gave mom a heater. SHe dragged her mattress out into the living room & the four ( andy, me, mom, and gizmo) huddled around that thing for 2 days. I drifted in and out so I'm not sure when andy left or when he called, but today he called my cell & announced we had power agian. I was so happy I went back to sleep.
later however mom & giz & I came over to the house on leestown, where we all had showers, giz chased the kittens, and I could use the microwave.
I've been trying to get a hold of fen, but the last we saw of his street , I'm hoping he's ok somewhere. I can't get a hold of jen or dalton either. please give a call so I know your not dead!
and yes I have been heavily medicated through this entire journal.
WEEEHHEEEE!!!!
@_@ The ents are pissed at us.
Feb. 16th, 2003 04:59 amwell, it's 5:00 a.m.
and I'm awake. I am awake because the trees in our yard are staging a rebellion. At approximately 4:00 a.m. this morning, a very distressed larry poked his head into my room & said in his loudest larry voice: "get up we have to move the cars" this of course did not properly register until larry explained" the trees are covered in ice & falling all over town." covered in ice?
Nutty as it sounds, yes the trees are covered in Ice & since the wind has kicked up, have been breaking & falling all over town. They've fallen on powerlines, cars, streets. a lot of people have lost thier power, and I am amazed we haven't. ( knock on wood).
But I digress: So I trudge out of my nice warm bed & find coat & shoes to go move my car.
Getting out the door was a rick, and I sort of skidded down to my car & baet on the door until the 1/2 inch of ice cracked enough for me to pull it open.
That was realatively painless. Now for the REST of the cars. Andy moved his with ease, and larry pulled his litle red pickup around( though it did slide for the most part) and then Larry moved the caddilac.
satisfied the cars were safe, I retreated under the porch ." We have to move the dodge" larry called to Andy who was dragging fallen limbs away from the driveway.
I decided to forgo bed & assist in moving the dodge.....which turned out to be an experirnce.
First the dodge hasn't moved for about a month. Second it was likewise covered in ice. we pounded, and scraped, and pounded at the doors, but no luck. they wouldn't budge.
larry climbed in through the back hatch & decided to work at he tiny back window & see if he could get in.
andy went off omewhere & I continued to whack & pull at the passenger door.
During a break in my efforts I heard the distinct squealing of a laden tree branch overhead. I looked up, hoping I was mistaken in that there was only a small tree above us, an it as leaning away from the house.
AGian: No sucjh luck.
One of the biggest trees in the yard loomed over us. Larry ( in thr truck) cursed & continued to pry...but that tree & I were having a stare down...it squeaked first.
Quite scred by the prospect of a limb as big around as my chest hurtling from onhish to kill me in one icy squish, I continued beating & chizzling at the door of the dodge. Andy, and larry grunted & cursed at the back window, until the passenger door gave. opening the door & scxooting in quickly, we moved the dodge.
But I think we pissed the trees off.
Since I've come inside A LARGE limb has battered the kitchen roof, and several assorted smaller ones are commiting suicide agianst the roof & the sides of the house.
>.>;;;
I think this is tree revenge.
and they say we're getting 7 inches of snow.
Wee.
if I don't call anyone in 2 days, tell me mommy I love her.
and I'm awake. I am awake because the trees in our yard are staging a rebellion. At approximately 4:00 a.m. this morning, a very distressed larry poked his head into my room & said in his loudest larry voice: "get up we have to move the cars" this of course did not properly register until larry explained" the trees are covered in ice & falling all over town." covered in ice?
Nutty as it sounds, yes the trees are covered in Ice & since the wind has kicked up, have been breaking & falling all over town. They've fallen on powerlines, cars, streets. a lot of people have lost thier power, and I am amazed we haven't. ( knock on wood).
But I digress: So I trudge out of my nice warm bed & find coat & shoes to go move my car.
Getting out the door was a rick, and I sort of skidded down to my car & baet on the door until the 1/2 inch of ice cracked enough for me to pull it open.
That was realatively painless. Now for the REST of the cars. Andy moved his with ease, and larry pulled his litle red pickup around( though it did slide for the most part) and then Larry moved the caddilac.
satisfied the cars were safe, I retreated under the porch ." We have to move the dodge" larry called to Andy who was dragging fallen limbs away from the driveway.
I decided to forgo bed & assist in moving the dodge.....which turned out to be an experirnce.
First the dodge hasn't moved for about a month. Second it was likewise covered in ice. we pounded, and scraped, and pounded at the doors, but no luck. they wouldn't budge.
larry climbed in through the back hatch & decided to work at he tiny back window & see if he could get in.
andy went off omewhere & I continued to whack & pull at the passenger door.
During a break in my efforts I heard the distinct squealing of a laden tree branch overhead. I looked up, hoping I was mistaken in that there was only a small tree above us, an it as leaning away from the house.
AGian: No sucjh luck.
One of the biggest trees in the yard loomed over us. Larry ( in thr truck) cursed & continued to pry...but that tree & I were having a stare down...it squeaked first.
Quite scred by the prospect of a limb as big around as my chest hurtling from onhish to kill me in one icy squish, I continued beating & chizzling at the door of the dodge. Andy, and larry grunted & cursed at the back window, until the passenger door gave. opening the door & scxooting in quickly, we moved the dodge.
But I think we pissed the trees off.
Since I've come inside A LARGE limb has battered the kitchen roof, and several assorted smaller ones are commiting suicide agianst the roof & the sides of the house.
>.>;;;
I think this is tree revenge.
and they say we're getting 7 inches of snow.
Wee.
if I don't call anyone in 2 days, tell me mommy I love her.
ripped from Altered boi, who ripped it from Damnen
5 details about you...
[x] I seem older than I am
[x] I think about things more than I let on
[x] I dream every night & most often remember
[x] I never stop drawing
[x] I am insane.
5 details about your appearance right now...
[x] I need to cut my hair
[x] I have circles beneath my eyes
[x] My nails need cleaning
[x] I need warmer socks.
[x] My pants are wrinkled
5 things you did today...
[x] Watched "City of Lost children"
[x] Took a long shower
[x] slept for 4 hours
[x] doubted my existence
[x] Fed the kittys
5 memorable things you did last year...
[x] graduated ( finally)
[x] Moved to this house
[x] Met Seale
[x] went to San diego comicon (wachah!)
[x] cut ties with someone I shouldn't have
5 things that everyone should know about you...
[x] I am Legally insane
[x] I have MANY health problems
[x] I am a HUGE otaku
[x] I am a packrat
[x] I'm stronger than I look
5 favorite bands...
[x] NIN
[x] Kidneythieves
[x] Tori amos
[x] Portishead
[x] Rasputina
5 favorite (Comic) artists
[x] Humberto Ramos
[x] Jay anacleto
[x] H.r. Giger
[x] Roman Dirge
[x] ( he's more a favorite writer) Jhonen Vasquez
5 favourite songs...
[x] "slept so long -orgy
[x] "rattlesnke" -tori amos
[x] "Lovesong"-SNC
[x] "christfuck" -cruxshadows
[x] "glitter girl" -kidneythieves
5 favourite movies...
[x] city of lost children ( domo arigato jen sama!)
[x] LOTR/TTT
[x] Harry Potter and the socerer's stone/chamber of secrets
[x] Moulin Rouge
[x] Labyrinth
5 things that make you happy...
[x] My tablet
[x] My friends
[x] My comics
[x] Music
[x] the heating blanket
5 people who mean a lot to you...
[x] Brando
[x] Proteus
[x] Altered Boi
[x] Jen/Dalton
[x] My family
5 things that disgust you...
[x] Willful dishonesty
[x] Willful ignorance
[x] Over-drama
[x] poo
[x] weakness
5 things that impress you...
[x] The Power of Hate
[x] The Power of love
[x] thought
[x] Empathy/sympathy
[x] Courage
5 things that don't impress you...
[x] Money
[x] penis size
[x] Empty boasting
[x] self-mutilation
[x] Over-dramatization
5 things you can't live without...
[x] Cats
[x] comics
[x] Music
[x] Friends
[x] Internet
5 things you'll do when you complete this...
[x] Disconnect
[x] call up andy & or/larry to see where the hell they are
[x] obsess
[x] pace
[x] fantasize
Currents:
Current Clothes: black sleepy hollow cast shirt w/black "Anime: Crack is cheaper " shirt over it. Bondage pants, socks Brando's pentagram 3 rings & undies
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Silence. listening to the house talk
Current Taste: Coca cola
Current Hair: chopped off & shaved close
Current Annoyance: jealousy
Current thing I ought to be doing: cleaning?
Current Desktop Picture: little giger-looking creatures
Current Favorite Group: Snake River COnspiracy
Current Book: Wrong things - Poppy zbrite/kaitlin r. Kiernon
Current DVD in Player: LOTR, I think?
Current Color Of Toenails: Naturally natural.
Current Refreshment: coca-cola
Current Worry: too numerous to list. paraphrased: "What the hell am I doing?"
Current Crush: HA! Alan rickman as always -_^
Current Favorite Celebrity: see above
5 details about you...
[x] I seem older than I am
[x] I think about things more than I let on
[x] I dream every night & most often remember
[x] I never stop drawing
[x] I am insane.
5 details about your appearance right now...
[x] I need to cut my hair
[x] I have circles beneath my eyes
[x] My nails need cleaning
[x] I need warmer socks.
[x] My pants are wrinkled
5 things you did today...
[x] Watched "City of Lost children"
[x] Took a long shower
[x] slept for 4 hours
[x] doubted my existence
[x] Fed the kittys
5 memorable things you did last year...
[x] graduated ( finally)
[x] Moved to this house
[x] Met Seale
[x] went to San diego comicon (wachah!)
[x] cut ties with someone I shouldn't have
5 things that everyone should know about you...
[x] I am Legally insane
[x] I have MANY health problems
[x] I am a HUGE otaku
[x] I am a packrat
[x] I'm stronger than I look
5 favorite bands...
[x] NIN
[x] Kidneythieves
[x] Tori amos
[x] Portishead
[x] Rasputina
5 favorite (Comic) artists
[x] Humberto Ramos
[x] Jay anacleto
[x] H.r. Giger
[x] Roman Dirge
[x] ( he's more a favorite writer) Jhonen Vasquez
5 favourite songs...
[x] "slept so long -orgy
[x] "rattlesnke" -tori amos
[x] "Lovesong"-SNC
[x] "christfuck" -cruxshadows
[x] "glitter girl" -kidneythieves
5 favourite movies...
[x] city of lost children ( domo arigato jen sama!)
[x] LOTR/TTT
[x] Harry Potter and the socerer's stone/chamber of secrets
[x] Moulin Rouge
[x] Labyrinth
5 things that make you happy...
[x] My tablet
[x] My friends
[x] My comics
[x] Music
[x] the heating blanket
5 people who mean a lot to you...
[x] Brando
[x] Proteus
[x] Altered Boi
[x] Jen/Dalton
[x] My family
5 things that disgust you...
[x] Willful dishonesty
[x] Willful ignorance
[x] Over-drama
[x] poo
[x] weakness
5 things that impress you...
[x] The Power of Hate
[x] The Power of love
[x] thought
[x] Empathy/sympathy
[x] Courage
5 things that don't impress you...
[x] Money
[x] penis size
[x] Empty boasting
[x] self-mutilation
[x] Over-dramatization
5 things you can't live without...
[x] Cats
[x] comics
[x] Music
[x] Friends
[x] Internet
5 things you'll do when you complete this...
[x] Disconnect
[x] call up andy & or/larry to see where the hell they are
[x] obsess
[x] pace
[x] fantasize
Currents:
Current Clothes: black sleepy hollow cast shirt w/black "Anime: Crack is cheaper " shirt over it. Bondage pants, socks Brando's pentagram 3 rings & undies
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Silence. listening to the house talk
Current Taste: Coca cola
Current Hair: chopped off & shaved close
Current Annoyance: jealousy
Current thing I ought to be doing: cleaning?
Current Desktop Picture: little giger-looking creatures
Current Favorite Group: Snake River COnspiracy
Current Book: Wrong things - Poppy zbrite/kaitlin r. Kiernon
Current DVD in Player: LOTR, I think?
Current Color Of Toenails: Naturally natural.
Current Refreshment: coca-cola
Current Worry: too numerous to list. paraphrased: "What the hell am I doing?"
Current Crush: HA! Alan rickman as always -_^
Current Favorite Celebrity: see above
I've forgotten how to sleep
Feb. 12th, 2003 07:07 amWherin the deep night sky
The stars in it’s embrace
The courtyard still in it’s sleep
And peace comes over your face
-Loreena Mckinnit
I am a child of the wind. Born on the gentle brush of a moth's wings, and shown the way by a forgotten star. I am no more than the sum of my parts. An abomination, a force of creation and all that fell in between. I am a shadow of a doubt & keep myself to such.
I go not up, not down, but in.
so smile, and bow, posture and pose. It matters not.
My allies are aquaintences, and long have I been aquainted with the night.
My enemies are those who disturb the dreams of the waking world.
I am nothing of consequence.
I am something like decadence.
I am the shadow.
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a Whimper
T.S. Eliot "The Hollow Men"
The stars in it’s embrace
The courtyard still in it’s sleep
And peace comes over your face
-Loreena Mckinnit
I am a child of the wind. Born on the gentle brush of a moth's wings, and shown the way by a forgotten star. I am no more than the sum of my parts. An abomination, a force of creation and all that fell in between. I am a shadow of a doubt & keep myself to such.
I go not up, not down, but in.
so smile, and bow, posture and pose. It matters not.
My allies are aquaintences, and long have I been aquainted with the night.
My enemies are those who disturb the dreams of the waking world.
I am nothing of consequence.
I am something like decadence.
I am the shadow.
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a Whimper
T.S. Eliot "The Hollow Men"
3rd times the charm
Feb. 10th, 2003 07:14 amSo I am switching to Lj. wee.
Joining the herd never felt less....interesting.
So to recap recent months: lied to by best friends. repeatedly. Nearly lost significant other ( still not entirely sure that I have one at this point) Am alienated, indifferent & being burned from the inside out.
I don't hate anything now...but I don't have the capacity to try either. I'm tired but all I do is sleep. I'm lonely but always near someone. I'm sick but there's nothing new in that.
Jesus this all sounds like the WB's newest fall drivel.
Joining the herd never felt less....interesting.
So to recap recent months: lied to by best friends. repeatedly. Nearly lost significant other ( still not entirely sure that I have one at this point) Am alienated, indifferent & being burned from the inside out.
I don't hate anything now...but I don't have the capacity to try either. I'm tired but all I do is sleep. I'm lonely but always near someone. I'm sick but there's nothing new in that.
Jesus this all sounds like the WB's newest fall drivel.
